MX is off to embrace the Himalayas again and oddly, I'm feeling very lost this time round. Even though we've spent 3+ years apart and it is not the first time he has gone hiking, knowing that he cannot be reached 24-7 via phone or email still frustrates me. I woke up this morning feeling out of sorts because I know I'll be missing a special comfort for the rest of the month.
Maybe trips like this are good. For one, distance makes the heart fonder, and I'll be reminded not to take his kindness, his nurturing love and his comforting presence for granted. But I don't know why it is so much more difficult to let him go this year.
Well, 16 days will pass quickly.
I've promised him to work hard and I will.
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