Need an outlet

Life is tough.
In the physical world as well as in our mental ones
Even if yours isn't, someone you know is,
And they make contact.
Some seek a logical mind with huge memory and ram to process 101 reasons,
Some call at wee hours for an ego boost,
Some just need you to be mentally and emotionally there for them
_forever and ever_
until their problems are solved, and their depression is lifted.

This week is mad.
More friends than usual have made contact for emotional cleansing
and many small nitty gritty things in my life are going wrong
so I'm near bursting from collected frustration.
To the point where just waking up and not seeing the sun today
actually dampened my entire day.

But when friends and family call
I can't deny them of the support they seek
And I can't speak of their problems
so if could write them down as processed thoughts
I too can have an outlet to keep myself sane.

Never mind the incoherence
Never mind the readers
I just need a place to log my thoughts
and have unknown company in my quiet moments

I finished a cup of coffee sitting on a flight of stairs this afternoon
where i know there will be minimum human traffic.
When peace and quiet is desired,
seclusion is such a bliss.

this blog is dedicated to the moments in my life,
when i need to ramble to nobody.
I want a place to speak my true thoughts
without hurting anyone, pleasing anyone, affecting anyone
and definitely without reserve

yes, this is a clinic for my mental health
and a page to capture those fleeting perspectives of life